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it sucks to be me. ★ posted on Wednesday, February 15, 2012 @ 5:33 AM
2012 is getting worser for me. it started good and slowly .... just suck.my two bestfriend and me quareled over some small stuff. i give them my reasons and they look at the negative side instead of understanding my situation. it sucks it reall sucks to be me. why must i hide under the lime light in society becuase im special? why do my friends don't understnad me? its just sucks. in school now all i did is listen to my teacher speaking but nothing goes into my head. i was just dreaming away. why am so emotional? why must i care of those who dosent care about me. argh. the feelings sucks. the person i like now is just avoiding me. i dont now what to do. i feel like running away from home, running away from school and running away from reality that im ME. i feel so lonely right now. without my beloved bro, jay and freddy, SIGH. I...... i feel like crying out loud i need a shoulder to lean and cry on. i ..... SIGH. fuck it. why am i sighing.. |